what do you think you are, a life coach or something?
Life coaches ask the darndest questions.
Damn you!
What is my overall vision in regards to work?
What do I WANT my worklife to look like?
The answers to these questions are simple of course...whateva!
My overall vision for work is fun and full of variety. I'll be at a desk minimally. There will be opportunities to walk around a lot, go outside now and then. After working midnights for 8 months I'm dying to work 8-5, just dying for it. Monday through Friday, weekends off and sacred. Consistency, consistency would be lovely. My current job requires an astounding amount of flexibility. I'd like the opportunity to be creative, to be independent in my work. I'd like the work to be full-time and low stress...I especially want this b/c I want to be able to fit teaching into the schedule. In my mind, I've got it set that I must have a full-time job with benni's and then I can have what I WANT on the side...it's not occuring to me that I can have my cake and eat it too. It seems that I don't even believe it possible to teach full-time, pay all my bills + save and have good benefits to boot. That seems about as possible as George Bush saying he loves gay people.
How will my overall vision, my WANTS every come to be if I don't even acknowledge their ability to exist? How do I ever expect myself to be good with money and to feel good about my finances if I continue to berate my abilities in that department? Oh Jesus, now I'm asking the darndest questions.
Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Damn you!
What is my overall vision in regards to work?
What do I WANT my worklife to look like?
The answers to these questions are simple of course...whateva!
My overall vision for work is fun and full of variety. I'll be at a desk minimally. There will be opportunities to walk around a lot, go outside now and then. After working midnights for 8 months I'm dying to work 8-5, just dying for it. Monday through Friday, weekends off and sacred. Consistency, consistency would be lovely. My current job requires an astounding amount of flexibility. I'd like the opportunity to be creative, to be independent in my work. I'd like the work to be full-time and low stress...I especially want this b/c I want to be able to fit teaching into the schedule. In my mind, I've got it set that I must have a full-time job with benni's and then I can have what I WANT on the side...it's not occuring to me that I can have my cake and eat it too. It seems that I don't even believe it possible to teach full-time, pay all my bills + save and have good benefits to boot. That seems about as possible as George Bush saying he loves gay people.
How will my overall vision, my WANTS every come to be if I don't even acknowledge their ability to exist? How do I ever expect myself to be good with money and to feel good about my finances if I continue to berate my abilities in that department? Oh Jesus, now I'm asking the darndest questions.
Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

1 Comments:
Coaches like to say that most of the coaching happens in between sessions. You get that now, right?
New question: Who would you be if you got what you wanted? What would be possible? What would be scary?
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