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Monday, December 25, 2006

frustration

Somewhere in some peaceful place on the side of some peaceful mountain there's a peaceful person who knows how to sit through frustration.
I'm very excited to be that person, today!
I am doing better, I do need to give myself some credit. What's kinda funny is the small argument/frustrated discussion I just had with my roomate. My roomate that I used to date about 6 years ago. Now, 6 years ago, that argument/frustrated discussion would have been a full out, dukes up yelling match complete with staying awake till wee hours of the night until it was resolved. Dear god am I glad those days are behind me. I am able to see where I've come but good lord am I done yet?

Ya know, there's some sick part of me that hopes I'm never done. Well, that knows I'll never be done. And I do love that, just not always in the moment. Hence, ya know, that being human thing.

Bollocks!